I remember those day when i walked down the hall in hopes of catching a 
   glimpse  of your face.
   i hope that one day would like me the way that i liked you.
i never lost hope that one day i would have my chance with you. i dreamt of us holding hands, kissing, and maybe.. being in a couple.
i always kept that hope that someday i would be able to hug you :)
hmmm .. i could not have been more about more honest my feelings. The months that had gone by only made me want want you more, and get to know you more.

BUT the reality was that you could never love me back. you were STILL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE ELSE :)
you were only in love with  the idea that i loved you so much. no one else had love you the way i did, and you loved that. NOT ME :)
i ask my self everyday, what it is that i love about you so much. i have the answer, but i still dont understand why. i have no complaints about you . you only care about me - i know it . when i asked you to your face that one day . i know you LIED to me :) i could see it in your eyes.
and now ...
you will never see or hear from me again :)you deserve to love someone .  you deserve the best . IM SORRY THAT I CANT BE THAT PERSON :)

 i will never regret :*

AND for last ,

I want to tell you this weekend  when we are face to face, but i didnt tell you, that i felt i couldnt tell you.

i want to tell you that im understand it was a time to let you go the last time you left and went away. 

i want to tell you that i knowyou had asked me to let you go before, but i refused to .

i want to tell you that i dont regret the moments any of the feelings i have ever had for you.

i want to tell you i dont regret the moments i have spent  for you and with you.

i want to tell you all of this not as if it will change everything, but because life is sort, and too sort to not be honest.